I want to be human.

Manusia. Hmmm. I have done so many sin i can accounted for. And for some reason, we joke around like it is okey. It hurts. We want some changes in our life. No lies. But how is the hard part.

I want to stop smoking.

I want to start my solat again.

I want to be fit.

I want to be truly honest with myself and to others.

I want to fight for what i am right for.

I want to be someone i truly wanted to be.

I want what my parent will proud of what i am.

But that is just the list that i want. Sooner or later i wash it all for what i have really done for me. This is stupid. I were once a very good boy. What happen?

I want a change.