اَللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ َعلى سيدنا مُحَمَّدٍ وَ عَلَى آِل سيدنا مُحَمَّدٍ
اَللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ َعلى سيدنا مُحَمَّدٍ وَ عَلَى آِل سيدنا مُحَمَّدٍ
اَللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ َعلى سيدنا مُحَمَّدٍ وَ عَلَى آِل سيدنا مُحَمَّد
Selamat Menyambut Maulidur rasul Kpd Muslimin Dan Muslimat.
Marilah kita sama2 berselawat mengingatinya..ٍ
Alhamdulillah, esok sudah Maulidur Rasul. Tapi dalam diri ini punya masalah yang lebih besar. Seing people. Outside people. Hmmm. Hati punya sikit, eh! Banyak takut nak jumpa orang luar ni. Nak cerita kat orang semua orang gelak je. Sakit jugak hati aku.
Ive been uncomfortable with people since i was a kid. Kenapa? Aku pon tak tahu kenapa. Hmmm. tapi bila aku keluar, and people sees me, i thought people would judge me. People already did when i was a kid and it wasnt nice. They did not judge me that nicely. It hurts me and my pride. As a kid, it put up scar till now.
I am a future teacher so people would say yhat i would be better now than then. I am tired. Tired to put up to start a conversation that i dont know is interesting for an adult. If it is with a kid, yeah i can talk a lot. Oh well, now i know why i want to be a teacher. There is upside afterall.
Being me i hate talking. It makes me less cooler. Rather than talking i am better being the quiet one. It makes me a lot cooler with my big physique. Letih lah macam ni. Dah 23 dah oi! Haha. Dan aku accidentally pakai english. LOL.
yang merapu dan antisosial,
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